Monthly Archives: January 2016

It’s just one of those blah days where I hate everything.

It may just be from my sleep pattern getting messed up but I woke up feeling like I hated everything. These feelings come and go every now and again. Usually in blocks. I’m hoping this block is shorter than ones … Continue reading

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What was, is, and maybe will be.

Sometimes I look at old photos and wonder: ‘What happened to that life?’ I spend so much time looking forward that I lose track of the past. Sometimes that is a good thing. We all have traumas we long to … Continue reading

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After last week, I appreciate boring.

Hi friends! The past few days have been boring… again. I just have to say, I am doing significantly better than the past few days. For that, I am thankful. Pretty much the last two days have been work. My … Continue reading

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PTSD. PANIC ATTACK. MENTAL BREAKDOWN.

Hi friends, I wasn’t quite planning on writing anything, but something came up. A few minutes ago. I’m trying to breathe. I’m having a bit of a panic attack and so far this is the only thing I can do … Continue reading

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Icky Sicky Tum Tum

Hey Friends, Not much going on here. I worked the past three days in a row for a grand total of 33 hours. Yesterday, I wasn’t feeling well after work. I think I may have caught a bug from one … Continue reading

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Yesterday I Killed My Workout

Hi Friends! Nothing too exciting has happened since yesterday. I had my workout with my trainer at 1045am and afterwards I washed up and drove 1.5 hours down to my SO’s house for the night. My place is way too … Continue reading

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Just a Reflection of the Past Few Days.

Hey friends, Feels like forever since I have been on here last. Been a bit busy. Work, Training, Sleeping, Avoiding the -25 degrees F windchill. I left my SO’s  Monday morning around 3am. I had training with my trainer at … Continue reading

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Real life, meet my girl brain. Girl brain, meet real life.

The past two days have been pretty blah. I haven’t done much in the realm of physical activity. My Fitbit is mocking me. I seem to have found myself encapsulated in a shroud of apathy….blah. This morning I began looking … Continue reading

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Tired and sore on my day off.

Today has been a loafy day so far. It is 1047am. I have been awake since 630am. I went to bed yesterday around 3pm. It was quite the sleep. Wow. I really needed it. Right now, I am at my … Continue reading

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Sometimes my self esteem is dictated by my ability to decorate myself. Sometimes I decorate myself out of sheer boredom.

Well. It appears yesterday never happened. You can tell I work in health care. If it’s not documented, it didn’t happen. In all seriousness, though. Yesterday was nothing exciting. Finished up my work shift, picked up some hair colour, shampoo … Continue reading

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