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Illness, allergies, parking lot assault, and dietary failures.

This week has been a bit rough. I’m at a loss trying to figure out where to begin. Since I am a care giver, every now and again I tend to catch a bug from one of my clients. Beginning … Continue reading

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Happy June, Everyone!

Still training hard. Today was my third day in a row with my trainer and I did super well. My burpees were on point and I didn’t choke out, which is a first. I weighed myself this morning. The scale … Continue reading

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I’M STARTING TO SEE RESULTS AND IT’S EXCITING!!

Oh, migraine season. Thankfully my head is only bursting at the seams instead of my usual full blown ‘wear sunglasses in the house and try not to puke on myself’ kind of migraine. Summer does this to me. All the … Continue reading

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Improvements are happening. A little at a time.

I’m sincerely hoping that my series of setbacks has finally came to a halt. My car is in the midst of repair (thanks to my SO). This week I’ve gotten to cruise around in his giant off roading Chevy truck. … Continue reading

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The combination of work stress, high hopes, rejection, tiredness, and all around self loathing is too much to bear. Now to figure out what to do about it.

Hey everyone! It feels like it has been forever. I’ve been an awful concoction of busy and too painfully depressed to want to exist in humanity. I’ve been stressed about my current job. Mainly because I hate it… I shouldn’t, … Continue reading

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Trying to Keep Pushing Forward.

Hey guys! Just another day in paradise. Currently at work. Not particularly thrilled about it. We have been short staffed for an entire year. Now, my boss (who is relatively new) is quitting. It is getting really old. I’m still … Continue reading

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BAM! My headache is gone and I made a comeback!

Hey everyone! Happy to be on the opposite side of the spectrum than last time. Yesterday’s intake assessment went super well. I applied the MAST as a basic screening tool and then used WI DHS 75 UPC to get a … Continue reading

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So many setbacks, so little time.

It has been a very defeating past few days. I’m currently writing this with a migraine. I’ve had this migraine since 11am yesterday morning. I feel like there is no letting up. It is getting frustrating because I have so … Continue reading

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What was, is, and maybe will be.

Sometimes I look at old photos and wonder: ‘What happened to that life?’ I spend so much time looking forward that I lose track of the past. Sometimes that is a good thing. We all have traumas we long to … Continue reading

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Yesterday I Killed My Workout

Hi Friends! Nothing too exciting has happened since yesterday. I had my workout with my trainer at 1045am and afterwards I washed up and drove 1.5 hours down to my SO’s house for the night. My place is way too … Continue reading

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